Why Boys Don't Like Me.....?

Why Boys Don't Like Me.....?

                                                                                                                                                                   -Kishan Dev

                                         HI....., You are supposed to reading this means...I'm talking to YOU...You are hearing my voice.....
                             This is me! Just me!The girl in front of you is the girl questioning herself.......!
      "WHY BOYS DON'T LIKE ME....?"
        Every calm,quite going girl....!
        Every girl who give respect to customs and traditions,values & their parents
        Every girl who scripted her wonderful life story in a fairy land
        Every girl who keep daily hopes on her dry day.!
        Every girl with  her small desires,wishes and passions......has a cornered question in deep inside of  heart!
       "WHY BOYS DON'T LIKE ME...?".....
This question is raised for my inquisitive thinking!!!Yes, I'm more inquisitive.It's not because I having adolescent brain or an adult brain.It matters always with the only one thing we always struggle endless,throughout our life.It is nothing but........
        "CURIOSITY......"
Coming to the question....
QUESTION!!!
Question is the thing matters with tiny cells...!
Question is the thing matters with the chemical reactions!
Question is the thing of million particles leads to explosion...!
                               Yes, a multi combination parts of our brain, grouply releases some chemical harmone called "Dopamine" which develops a new feeling called "Curiosity".
....So,everyone is curious about one thing....
"What people think about us....?"...What people feel about us?"
                                                       
 From that question a new question born inside me!that question is...
"Why Boys Don't Like Me......?"
There is a new question came from the origin question!So,there must be a hidden question in that new question,that hidden question can be lead our way to get the answer......
"What are the Qualities I have,which are not likable to boys?..................."
QUALITIES....!!
                          Yes,I proud myself,I'm a good quality girl,can open my heart and clearly say that"I'm so kind and pure hearted with clean soul",but don't think without having a drop of black marks on me!!!!!'

                         According to myself,Every man wear 3 invisible masks namely 1)external 2)internal
3)Intermediate
The External mask is the regular "WE",Our general behavior and normal interaction with people around us!
The Internal mask is noting but "YOU".Generally,We didn't express our original feelings about others in-order to not to hurt them and
The intermediate is the sense between the external and internal.It's a holy divine thing in everyone's body,possible see when we are in adversity or other in need!
         well apart from these masks,the 2nd one,internal mask spills a black marks on my pure soul...
 Yes,In my context i have a real opinion on others (or) about his feelings! It may be correct for me.But,for my opposite gender feels quite wrong towards my opinions,he might disagree with my thoughts & things.....
This is the 1st reason...."WHY BOYS DON'T LIKE ME....!"

                                                    Mostly i'm a reserved girl,I don't open up myself,quite ceremonial ,straight forward and very pellucid,i'm the one who veraciously speak the truth!which means i'm brutally honest friend to my opposite gender.
                                                If i'm not willing to do the things i openly say in front of him..If i won't willing to accept the things,I won't...!
This leads to disappointment (or) regret feeling towards me from opposite gender
This will be noticed as 2nd reason for "WHY BOYS DON'T LIKE ME...?"
 
                                                     Another reason keeping in front of you is the reason deals with my heart
           I have a trembling heart but in external it seems to be obdurate and stony.Yes,the outer layer of my heart is coated with hardcore tough metal,Haha....I'm a tough hard girl.Everybody will fear to face the external tough layer of my heart!only one thing i know,even though it is very tough layer seems to be...but, it's thickness is very thin!
                                        No one try to penetrate inside my heart to experience the soft love,no one try to spot the enchantment showering inside my heart,no one hear the yearning desire what my heart always cries!Because everyone feels to be difficult to enter into a closed room without a door!
This is the most peculiar reason "WHY BOYS DON'T LIKE ME...?"

                                                   I'm a vintage girl with modern thoughts,I'm an antiquity element with new glace.Simply I'm an abstract painting on a white paper with different colors embedded in it.Other feels so difficult to understand what's the meaning of the painting and they mainly concentrate only on what the painting tells about!They neglect the colors how beautifully filled in that painting.Likewise, no one notice how wonderfully vivid colors filled in myself!Haha...Yes,I agree it's bit difficult to understand me!..That's "WHY BOYS DON'T LIKE ME"
   
I have wings to fly.....!!
I have fresh air to surf...!!
I have energy to swing....!!
I have less denser feathers to float...!!
I have good scapulars to move in my own direction...!!
But,I don't have proper feet to land safely.....
             I want boy to be my feet when i was weary(in need of sleep and rest).They think i'm giving a lower position to them..!!but for me it is a excelsior position!
That's "why BOYS DON'T LIKE MEEEE.....!!!"

I'm a social bee!more ever, mostly spend the time with my family and i give my next priority to my work,i put more effort and dedication towards my work and my passion.These are the qualities of a honey bee..But, in earlier i mentioned myself  as a "social bee",means more friendly,amicability and affable towards everyone like a smile to smile!Hence, i give less time to others and more time to myself.
This is the another reason "WHY BOYS DON'T LIKE ME..!"

I gave more pauses to other lives,paused the moments and relations with people to test their patience for a long time...,
     The long time patience leads them to be more anger like a bursting volcano towards me!long patience shows real shades of a person,..They don't know i'm enjoying the moments,that won't come back.If i play the moment,it will go away and will be stay as a good memory.That's why i pause the moments to enjoy the things for a long while....
This is the 7th reason "WHY BOYS DON'T LIKE ME..!"

I predicted 7 en kindle things on my question raised inside me!Haha '7..' is an odd,like this I'm also a odd  apart no one like odd things!! reason in a reasons spot out again "WHY BOYS DON'T LIKE ME"

         Finally,I conclude by comparing with two flowers one is rose and the other is sunflower!
Rose is a flower with a delight color and enhanced fragrance and very beautiful flower always charms,apart from that it won't helpful in any other way,where as sunflower is a very big flower with brown studded center and very thin light yellow long petals,no one wants to pluck it for decoration,its very helpful in other factors of getting resources,insects shelter....like so many things..!
I think you understand what i'm going to say...!
Yes,I'm a SUNFLOWER....
That's "WHY BOYS DON'T LIKE ME......" :-)






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